15.11.12

Utopia

Are you the prince Or are you the devil? How did you make through the wards I built, it's my question. Those doe eyes seem so pleasant and those lips are another level. Would you walk along my path, gorgeous person? I want to take you with me to heaven, tangled.

11.10.12

The boy with the eyes greener than a meadow in springtime

Dim the lights Hold my hand Join me in this pararell universe. Risk the world Unleash your soul Freed me from the nothing I've become. Let it go Let it be You and I can win this shit. Love me, take me, save me now. The world will remain to burn it down.

26.9.12

The devil's advocate

You scare me, alright? Cause I know I can't resist your little child's smile. Cause you are the reason I haven't been able to put myself together yet. Cause you have a power over me that I never meant to grant you, you understand? It's not fair that after months of lying to myself, to convince me that you were part of my past and nothing more, you come around and in a second just destroy the universe that I've built... It's not fair that a word of your mouth could turn my world upside down. You really don't deserve it but who am I to deny my true desires?

20.9.12

He wasn't you

I met him and decided to love him. He had your hands, his lips moved like yours, even his heart skipped a bit once in a while like yours did. But he wasn't you. No one could. I'm afraid now that I haven't stopped loving you. My boy with the darkened soul. My man with the infernal smile. My all. Can we go back in time and bet on the hardest odds again? I will wait for you. About that I'm sure.

13.9.12

The things we left behind

Hello love. How long it has been since the last time we looked into each other's eyes? Months? Years? Centuries? I can't wrap my head around it. When I think of all the pain that we could have save each other if only we have had stayed true to our pure instinct ... For I instance you wouldn't be mourning the lost of your son. I wouldn't be mourning the lost of my all. We might have reached level 10 in how to get to heaven by now. But you choose to walk a different path than mine. Tonight I only wish I could bury your pain in the mud. It's hard to know that after all, I might still love you.

3.5.12

Please God

Dear God:

I know you're somewhere out there. I can feel you on the tip of my fingers, in the sound of my voice, in the color of the sky. I need you, big time. I need to rip him of my heart. I need to go back to a time when I could laugh without pain and feel without the need to slice my wrists. I need to know that there's a future without all this bitterness. I asked you for a guy who would change my life. Maybe I wasn't clear enough. What I wanted was a guy who could change my life for good. Somehow I ended up with a boy who has indeed changed my life, but not in a good way. I have lost pieces of myself trying to find a path next to him. I bared my soul to a kind of demon that is capable of making me sick to my very core. Somebody who has drained the life out of me. That's not what I asked for. I wanted a Jace, a Stark, even a Peeta or an Edward. Please God, listen to me, because my life is running away from my fingers. I can't bear this anymore. Please sweep him away from my life, from my heart and my soul. It's too much to take in. Please God, just please...

11.4.12

Vienna


Slow down you crazy child
You're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart tell me why
Are you still so afraid?
Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You got so much to do and only
So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)
Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself
That you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right(you're right)

You got your passion you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child
Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while
It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize...
Vienna waits for you.

And you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

Why don't you realize...Vienna waits for you
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

 
**Slow down, my beautiful child, the things you're doing to try to satisfy them. Don't you realize you're breaking your heart and mine? When life says no it takes us by surprise, but hope comes and go, never emphatizes. Leave the words you can't speak aside and come and join me in our alley. When will you realize that I will wait for you?**


19.2.12

Skyscraper

*For those who try to make you feel like you're not worthy*

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

2.2.12

How to deal with a broken heart



"If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worth it."
 
"You hug him good-bye like it's nothing... While all you want to do is hold on forever. But you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home, because you know it will never be the same. Because, try as you might, you can't make someone love you. Sometimes you have to let them be free. And letting go... That is when love hurts the most of all"
 
"I thought you were too screwed up to love anyone...but I was wrong, you were just too screwed up to love me"
 
"I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt"
 
"I  will never ask if you don't ever tell me, I know you well enough to know you never loved me"
 
"It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you and longer since we’ve talked. And the last thing that I said was I had nothing to say. Now I’m choking on my words. All the things I didn’t say that could have made it all ok"
 
"All that I have left of you is a broken heart and every time it beats your dead promises spill through the cracks"
 
"His smile made me want to make all his lies worth believing"
 
"They say if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don’t come back"
 
"I loved you; it's not that I fell out of love with you because that would be impossible.  I just couldn't handle the heartache anymore. It's not that I don't love you, it's that I can't."
 
"People always say to follow your heart but what they don't tell you…is that, just because you follow your heart, it doesn't mean there'll be a happy ending"
 
"The only thing that hurts more than a broken heart is knowing, if you had the choice to do it all over again, you would"
 
 

31.1.12

The boy who giggles sweet

Laugh again,
I want to hear that lovely sound once more.
Look into my soul like you're doing so well.
Ask me for the sky and I'll destroy it for you.
Let me tie a knot in the wishing tree.
Where do you come from?
Apple candy lips, eyes like the stars,
Body like a man's, heart like a child's.
Hands, arms, shoulders and neck.
Skin, muscle, fiber and blood.
I want to touch you're untouchable soul.
And all those things I said I wouldn't do this time around...

It seems like I'm gonna have to put my foot in my mouth...

28.1.12

Get it now

I know you're afraid, but that doesn't justifies your stupid acts.
I know you're not ready, but that doesn't makes up for pushing me away when I reach out to you.
I understand that you don't want a relationship, but why are you treating me like I'm your GF when you need to bitch and complain?
I see that you're been hurt in the past, but why are you trying to hurt me back when I've done nothing to you?
You must know that I'm patient, but even the nicest person gets tired of all this shit.
It will come the day that I'm going to walk away and then is when you're gonna come running up to me begging for a last chance.
And I don't know if I will want to give it to you.

22.1.12

True nature

It's funny how people look at me thinking that I'm so vanilla and rainbows and unicorns.
My true nature says otherwise.
Maybe I have reformed my black soul a little, but deep down I know I'm not that far from that mess I used to be.
Not like a person who enjoys boiling alive puppies, not that bad.
But I'm not the pretty facade I put on for this show I call my life.
I'm selfish to the point of letting down the people who cared the most for me.
I'm a bitch to the point of stealing her most loved treasure.
I'm so into my looks, that I don't care if I starve myself as long as I look hot.
I hate when people who's not as smart as I am gets the things that I want.
I like to tease guys, and then walk away.
I don't play by the rules. What's life without a little cheating?
I friendzone the good guys and keep messing with the worst of them all, the one who I know will break me if I let him.
I lie, a lot. Keeps things interesting.
However, I know that I'm going forward, getting everyday a little of a good girl within me. I hate that, but it seems to grow on me.
May be I'm growing up and now I understand that things must change in order for me to get what I want.
Or may be I'm just afraid of that other bitch called Karma, who bites you in the ass in the moment you're less expecting it..
I don't know.
Maybe it's both.

4.1.12

We didn´t find love



Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go...

We found love in a hopeless place...

(It was a hopeless place after all. We didn't find love there)

3.1.12

Vos y yo

Que no te de miedo tomarme la mano,
al fin de cuentas nuestros dedos se pertenecen.
Que no te asuste mirarme a los ojos,
cuando sabes que la manera mas clara de comunicarnos.
Por que te asustarian mis palabras sinceras,
si bien sabes que sientes lo mismo?
O mis labios de escarlata,
cuando sabes que se amoldan perfectamente a los tuyos.
Bb, esto es tomar al toro por los cuernos,
tomar control de nuestras vidas,
porque sabes que me necesitas tanto como yo a vos,
que latimos al mismo ritmo,
que respiramos el mismo aire.
Deja de darle vueltas al asunto y tomame la mano.