31.1.12

The boy who giggles sweet

Laugh again,
I want to hear that lovely sound once more.
Look into my soul like you're doing so well.
Ask me for the sky and I'll destroy it for you.
Let me tie a knot in the wishing tree.
Where do you come from?
Apple candy lips, eyes like the stars,
Body like a man's, heart like a child's.
Hands, arms, shoulders and neck.
Skin, muscle, fiber and blood.
I want to touch you're untouchable soul.
And all those things I said I wouldn't do this time around...

It seems like I'm gonna have to put my foot in my mouth...

28.1.12

Get it now

I know you're afraid, but that doesn't justifies your stupid acts.
I know you're not ready, but that doesn't makes up for pushing me away when I reach out to you.
I understand that you don't want a relationship, but why are you treating me like I'm your GF when you need to bitch and complain?
I see that you're been hurt in the past, but why are you trying to hurt me back when I've done nothing to you?
You must know that I'm patient, but even the nicest person gets tired of all this shit.
It will come the day that I'm going to walk away and then is when you're gonna come running up to me begging for a last chance.
And I don't know if I will want to give it to you.

22.1.12

True nature

It's funny how people look at me thinking that I'm so vanilla and rainbows and unicorns.
My true nature says otherwise.
Maybe I have reformed my black soul a little, but deep down I know I'm not that far from that mess I used to be.
Not like a person who enjoys boiling alive puppies, not that bad.
But I'm not the pretty facade I put on for this show I call my life.
I'm selfish to the point of letting down the people who cared the most for me.
I'm a bitch to the point of stealing her most loved treasure.
I'm so into my looks, that I don't care if I starve myself as long as I look hot.
I hate when people who's not as smart as I am gets the things that I want.
I like to tease guys, and then walk away.
I don't play by the rules. What's life without a little cheating?
I friendzone the good guys and keep messing with the worst of them all, the one who I know will break me if I let him.
I lie, a lot. Keeps things interesting.
However, I know that I'm going forward, getting everyday a little of a good girl within me. I hate that, but it seems to grow on me.
May be I'm growing up and now I understand that things must change in order for me to get what I want.
Or may be I'm just afraid of that other bitch called Karma, who bites you in the ass in the moment you're less expecting it..
I don't know.
Maybe it's both.

4.1.12

We didn´t find love



Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go...

We found love in a hopeless place...

(It was a hopeless place after all. We didn't find love there)

3.1.12

Vos y yo

Que no te de miedo tomarme la mano,
al fin de cuentas nuestros dedos se pertenecen.
Que no te asuste mirarme a los ojos,
cuando sabes que la manera mas clara de comunicarnos.
Por que te asustarian mis palabras sinceras,
si bien sabes que sientes lo mismo?
O mis labios de escarlata,
cuando sabes que se amoldan perfectamente a los tuyos.
Bb, esto es tomar al toro por los cuernos,
tomar control de nuestras vidas,
porque sabes que me necesitas tanto como yo a vos,
que latimos al mismo ritmo,
que respiramos el mismo aire.
Deja de darle vueltas al asunto y tomame la mano.