The devil's advocate

You scare me, alright? Cause I know I can't resist your little child's smile. Cause you are the reason I haven't been able to put myself together yet. Cause you have a power over me that I never meant to grant you, you understand? It's not fair that after months of lying to myself, to convince me that you were part of my past and nothing more, you come around and in a second just destroy the universe that I've built... It's not fair that a word of your mouth could turn my world upside down. You really don't deserve it but who am I to deny my true desires?

He wasn't you

I met him and decided to love him. He had your hands, his lips moved like yours, even his heart skipped a bit once in a while like yours did. But he wasn't you. No one could. I'm afraid now that I haven't stopped loving you. My boy with the darkened soul. My man with the infernal smile. My all. Can we go back in time and bet on the hardest odds again? I will wait for you. About that I'm sure.

The things we left behind

Hello love. How long it has been since the last time we looked into each other's eyes? Months? Years? Centuries? I can't wrap my head around it. When I think of all the pain that we could have save each other if only we have had stayed true to our pure instinct ... For I instance you wouldn't be mourning the lost of your son. I wouldn't be mourning the lost of my all. We might have reached level 10 in how to get to heaven by now. But you choose to walk a different path than mine. Tonight I only wish I could bury your pain in the mud. It's hard to know that after all, I might still love you.