The devil's advocate

You scare me, alright? Cause I know I can't resist your little child's smile. Cause you are the reason I haven't been able to put myself together yet. Cause you have a power over me that I never meant to grant you, you understand? It's not fair that after months of lying to myself, to convince me that you were part of my past and nothing more, you come around and in a second just destroy the universe that I've built... It's not fair that a word of your mouth could turn my world upside down. You really don't deserve it but who am I to deny my true desires?