Vienna

Slow down you crazy child

You're so ambitious for a juvenile

But then if you're so smart tell me why

Are you still so afraid?

Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?

You better cool it off before you burn it out

You got so much to do and only

So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told

That you can get what you want

Or you can just get old

You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

Slow down you're doing fine

You can't be everything you want to be

Before your time

Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)

Too bad but it's the life you lead

You're so ahead of yourself

That you forgot what you need

Though you can see when you're wrong

You know you can't always see when you're right(you're right)

You got your passion you got your pride

But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?

Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true

When will you realize

Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child

Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while

It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two

When will you realize...

Vienna waits for you.

And you know that when the truth is told

That you can get what you want

Or you can just get old

You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

Why don't you realize...Vienna waits for you

When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

 
**Slow down, my beautiful child, the things you're doing to try to satisfy them. Don't you realize you're breaking your heart and mine? When life says no it takes us by surprise, but hope comes and go, never emphatizes. Leave the words you can't speak aside and come and join me in our alley. When will you realize that I will wait for you?**

Skyscraper

*For those who try to make you feel like you're not worthy*

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

How to deal with a broken heart

"If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worth it."
 
"You hug him good-bye like it's nothing... While all you want to do is hold on forever. But you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home, because you know it will never be the same. Because, try as you might, you can't make someone love you. Sometimes you have to let them be free. And letting go... That is when love hurts the most of all"
 
"I thought you were too screwed up to love anyone...but I was wrong, you were just too screwed up to love me"
 
"I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt"
 
"I  will never ask if you don't ever tell me, I know you well enough to know you never loved me"
 
"It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you and longer since we’ve talked. And the last thing that I said was I had nothing to say. Now I’m choking on my words. All the things I didn’t say that could have made it all ok"
 
"All that I have left of you is a broken heart and every time it beats your dead promises spill through the cracks"
 
"His smile made me want to make all his lies worth believing"
 
"They say if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don’t come back"
 
"I loved you; it's not that I fell out of love with you because that would be impossible.  I just couldn't handle the heartache anymore. It's not that I don't love you, it's that I can't."
 
"People always say to follow your heart but what they don't tell you…is that, just because you follow your heart, it doesn't mean there'll be a happy ending"
 
"The only thing that hurts more than a broken heart is knowing, if you had the choice to do it all over again, you would"
 
 

The boy who giggles sweet

Laugh again,

I want to hear that lovely sound once more.

Look into my soul like you're doing so well.

Ask me for the sky and I'll destroy it for you.

Let me tie a knot in the wishing tree.

Where do you come from?

Apple candy lips, eyes like the stars,

Body like a man's, heart like a child's.

Hands, arms, shoulders and neck.

Skin, muscle, fiber and blood.

I want to touch you're untouchable soul.

And all those things I said I wouldn't do this time around...

It seems like I'm gonna have to put my foot in my mouth...

Get it now

I know you're afraid, but that doesn't justifies your stupid acts.
I know you're not ready, but that doesn't makes up for pushing me away when I reach out to you.
I understand that you don't want a relationship, but why are you treating me like I'm your GF when you need to bitch and complain?
I see that you're been hurt in the past, but why are you trying to hurt me back when I've done nothing to you?
You must know that I'm patient, but even the nicest person gets tired of all this shit.
It will come the day that I'm going to walk away and then is when you're gonna come running up to me begging for a last chance.
And I don't know if I will want to give it to you.

True nature

It's funny how people look at me thinking that I'm so vanilla and rainbows and unicorns.
My true nature says otherwise.
Maybe I have reformed my black soul a little, but deep down I know I'm not that far from that mess I used to be.
Not like a person who enjoys boiling alive puppies, not that bad.
But I'm not the pretty facade I put on for this show I call my life.
I'm selfish to the point of letting down the people who cared the most for me.
I'm a bitch to the point of stealing her most loved treasure.
I'm so into my looks, that I don't care if I starve myself as long as I look hot.
I hate when people who's not as smart as I am gets the things that I want.
I like to tease guys, and then walk away.
I don't play by the rules. What's life without a little cheating?
I friendzone the good guys and keep messing with the worst of them all, the one who I know will break me if I let him.
I lie, a lot. Keeps things interesting.
However, I know that I'm going forward, getting everyday a little of a good girl within me. I hate that, but it seems to grow on me.
May be I'm growing up and now I understand that things must change in order for me to get what I want.
Or may be I'm just afraid of that other bitch called Karma, who bites you in the ass in the moment you're less expecting it..
I don't know.
Maybe it's both.

We didn´t find love

Shine a light through an open door

Love and life I will divide

Turn away cause I need you more

Feel the heartbeat in my mind

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny

But I've gotta let it go...

We found love in a hopeless place...

(It was a hopeless place after all. We didn't find love there)

Vos y yo

Que no te de miedo tomarme la mano,
al fin de cuentas nuestros dedos se pertenecen.
Que no te asuste mirarme a los ojos,
cuando sabes que la manera mas clara de comunicarnos.
Por que te asustarian mis palabras sinceras,
si bien sabes que sientes lo mismo?
O mis labios de escarlata,
cuando sabes que se amoldan perfectamente a los tuyos.
Bb, esto es tomar al toro por los cuernos,
tomar control de nuestras vidas,
porque sabes que me necesitas tanto como yo a vos,
que latimos al mismo ritmo,
que respiramos el mismo aire.
Deja de darle vueltas al asunto y tomame la mano.

If this is such a hopeless place, will we be able to find love here?

I don't fucking get why I care, why I continue to make a priority out of you when I'm not even your option. Why I allow you to get in my head, screw with my brain and leave me into pieces. Why I constantly stop my senses to make space for your mental games. Why I'm willing to follow you into the dark.

I know we are in a hopeless place. I know that is only within the surfaces of my heart that I believe in you and me. The deep part knows too well that is only a fluke and sooner than later you will break me if I let you.

I can't help wanting to believe that things might be different, that I'll be your safe haven and you'll turn out an alright guy for me. That you'll understand that us together are stronger and better than apart.

But things are not like in a scripted chick flick. Life is a bitch, because if it was a slut, it would be easy. You and I are meant to walk in different roads.

But for now, I'm choosing to believe that we can find love in this hopeless place.

7-8 a.m ish

Cuanto gozo en el medio de tanto enredo
que tan rico irse a dormir contento.

Something

I'm asking you if your love will grow

You don't know, you don't know.

If I stick around, will it show?

You don't know, you don't know

(but he doesn't want to leave me now)

Infidel

De donde venis, ni idea

pero que ganas de descubrirlo.

Para donde vas, no se

pero me gustaria que fuera conmigo.

De que estas hecho? Miel, azufre o calcio?

Que es lo que te hace tan alucinogeno?

Sos una pared de ladrillos,

pero a la vez sos tan vulnerable.

Sos tan llevadero,

pero a la vez no te gusta que te sigan los pasos.

Sos un conundrum,

algo indescrifrable,

pero que se le queda a uno en las venas.

Una sustancia toxica pero a la vez edulcorante,

una mar de preguntas sin respuesta,

una noche de soñar y luego aterrizar jadeante.

Sos tantas cosas que me desconcentras,

sos parte de lo que quiero

y de lo que no me atrevo a tomar.

Sos como una droga,

pero quiero creer que de las buenas.

Sin pensarlo

Y asi de la nada...

(quien lo iba a decir)

Tal vez porque he dejado de buscarlo

el se asoma para alegrarme la madrugada.

Todo

Yo lo quiero todo,

asi que no me conformo con los besos a escondidas

los juegos de manos bajo la mesa

ni las palabras que no acaban de decirse.

Me vale madre que te de miedo,

que quieras que me contenga,

que pretendas que mi pecho no te enciende

o que no te atormentan mis caderas.

Yo quiero todo y mas,

quiero tu risa, tus lagrimas,

tus latidos y pulsaciones,

quiero tu cuerpo, tu mente

y ponerle una bandera a tu alma.

Todo,

porque no me basta el rincon de tu cama,

el arrullo de tus labios una vez a la semana,

no quiero lo que te sobra

o lo que otras han dejado.

Quiero todo,

desde tu esperma hasta tu apellido,

tus valles y tus montañas,

tus labios, tu pelo, tu status de soltero.

Todo,

porque todo lo que tengo

tambien quiero que sea tuyo.

De las cosas...

De las cosas sin nombre,

vos sos la que mas me atormenta,

desde el no saber si recurres a mi nombre

hasta el desear darte un beso de buenas noches.

De las cosas con nombre,

vos sos la que mas me desconcierta

desde tus manos que parecen haber aprendido geografia en mis caderas

hasta tus labios que son el complemento de los mios.

De las cosas que quisiera controlar,

vos sos la que mas me desespera,

desde el latido de tu corazon en noches de insomnio

hasta el amago de tus piernas bajo las cobijas.

De las cosas que no puedo controlar,

vos sos la que mas se manifiesta,

desde el susurro inseguro de que estoy sola en esto

hasta el decadente, magnifico sabor que me ha dejado tu piel.

De las cosas que mas deseo...

vos sos la primera. 

La vida se nos va

Uno a la familia no la escoge, se la encaraman desde que nace y solo queda lidiar con todas las locuras que le tocaron. Porque siempre hay una loca de los gatos, un viejo verde, algun Debby Downer y fijo algun puñal. La mayoria de la gente es tuanis, o uno se acostumbra. Tal vez es que todos somos de los mismos y con el tiempo deja de ver las varas raras y se divierte de buena fe.

Sin embargo, a ella no me la encaramaron. Fue una decision tomada en familia, Mi madre no iba a casarse con este hombre si nosotros, mi hermano y yo, no lo aprobabamos. Por dicha que ellos resultaron ser mas buena gente de lo que uno esperaria, nos aceptaron a nosotros igual que nosotros a ellos. Ella mas que nadie se sentia como en una nube de ver a su hijo feliz de nuevo, y asi fue como nos ganamos una abuela. De por si la original habia fallecido mucho antes de que pudieramos disfrutarla, siendo mi papa el cumiche de la familia, los hijos de este casi siempre tienen menos abuela.

Entonces asi fue como a Doña Elsa la acogimos como abuela, aunque mas bien creo que fue ella quien nos acogio a nosotros. Siempre preguntando como estamos, ahi pasando gallitos, preocupada de que uno trabaje mucho o de que no tenga un novio que valga la pena; en fin, el papel de una abuela de verdad.

Ahora uno sabe que le queda poco. Nos dijeron que horas, tal vez unos dias. Que no se sabe hasta que se sepa, y desafortunadamente tener noticias en este caso no significa que sean buenas. Que la abuela se nos va. Que la vida se le esta escapando de las venas.

Y a mi con lo que me cuesta llorar, aqui estoy dejando que corran las lagrimas porque se que voy a extrañarla, por que yo queria que ella fuera bisabuela de mis hijos, que me siguiera regalando matas, que me pidiera que la ayudara a subirse el zipper del vestido.

Pero la vida se le escapa a uno de las manos.

Cocoon

Well based on your smile

I'm betting all of this

Might be over soon

But you're bound to win

Cause if I'm betting against you

I think I'd rather lose

But this is all that I have

So please

Take what's left of this heart and use

Please use only what you really need

You know I only have so little

So please

Mend your broken heart and leave

I know it's not your style

I can tell by the way that you move

It's real, real soon

But I'm on your side

And I don't want to be your regret

I'd rather be your cocoon

But this is all that you have

So please

Let me take what's left of your heart and I will use

I swear I'll use only what I need

I know you only have so little

So please

Let me mend my broken heart and

You said this was all you had

And it's all I need

But blah blah blah

Because it fell apart and

I guess it's all you knew

And all I have

But now we have

Only confused hearts and

I guess all we have

Is really all we need

So please

Let's take these broken hearts and use

Let's use only what we really need

You know we only have so little

So please

Take these broken hearts and leave

About you know

About a couple of things, I can say I'm 100% sure of:

1. You have the power of breaking my heart.

2. I granted you that power.

3. For some reason I can't identify yet, we seem unable to stay away from each other's lives.

4. You and I together can break more than our own hearts.

5. I can't go a day without thinking about you.

6. You found in me that piece of your life you knew it was missing.

7. Unlike me, if you could, you wouldn't change anything of what happened between us.

8. I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed.

9. Even then, that first kiss is one of my most loved memories.

10. Even when we say it's over, we know it's not and it will never be.

Tan facil

Te dejo la luz encendida,

para que no te perdas al buscarme.

Te dejo el camino marcado,

para que no tengas excusas de que no sabias como encontrarme.

Te dejo la cama desarreglada,

para que no te de pena meterte.

Te dejo un beso de buenas noches,

para que sepas reconocerme.

Lo mas importante, 

te dejo mi alma abierta,

mis venas silbando,

mi respiracion sincronizada,

mi cuerpo titilando.

Que no digas que fue culpa mia

si no logras dar el otro paso.